Feels of Mother Day

Any democracy nation, there are times of heated waves of election campaign for a new term of government.  Malaysia is no different from any other nation except since the last election in the year of 2008.  The election campaign is transformed into another scenario; it is started day one immediately after the last election of the “2008 election”, unlike previous ones or as per most of other nations, the “Election campaign” it will start only after general election being declared by the ruling government.

Is it good or bad? Is it a new way Malaysian Political situation? Could it be a new political transformation and Malaysian will experience new ways of life?

As I have said before, I am an ordinary oldie; political science is not my expertise. However, I have noticed, there are some distinctive changes, the one of the opposition held state governments and the federal government held by the ruling party; they are on course for a straight competition of giving “Hard Cash” to us, we, the Malaysian!

Somehow or rather, I should have felt happy about it.  Money is always making human happy and thrill but I just have no mood for it. Is it this? I am trying very hard to analyze it but at no avail. Is it that? I bisect my brain and try another way to dig out my blue feelings and at no avail as well.

Maybe it is this, maybe it is that! I wonder?

On or before, on or after, rain or shine, around mother days, feels of mother, it is always there. She has gone, ever and forever, I am old and it is late sixties, feels of mother, it is still strong and always there.  Be it money is there, it is no way in a way, feelings is there, they pop up from no way, it is from the deepest of our hearts without informing and let us find out what is this or that.

I wonder and truly wondering! I am in my late sixties, husband of my wife and father of my kid.   Feels of mother days, it is repeating, it is from one year to another, could it be going on and on until my last day? It looks that way and it could be and will be.

It was fifty over years ago:-

We were poor, fifty cents per day for our three meals; it fed eight of us, mother and father, six sisters and brothers.  Ten cents for meat, ten cents for veggie and thirty cents for rice and others, it was our daily core during our childhood and yet our mother trying very hard to provide educations for six of us, by hood and by crook.  She worked seven days per week, assisting my father to provide means for our daily needs plus education expenses, of course!  She did not matter she was well or sick, her children was the most of her cares as per her own life.

She was an ordinary woman, having no formal education at all except attended few months of further education in China when the Chinese Government  was taken over by the Chinese communist party and the authority provided free evening classes for the villagers in remote areas.

She was an ordinary guy, no outstanding academics, no outstanding stories, no remarkable experience for her children, no remarkable track records o show the world.  She was just only an ordinary mother of six, ordinary wife of her husband and ordinary housewife for her family.

We the children at least it was and it is for me the eldest of the six, we were never feel coldness of the world, we did not and do not have such an feelings of no love, worm of parents love, worm of love of sisters and brothers and bind ourselves together as a one family which love were there and always there. We loved each others, it was and it is, we love each other as brothers and sisters now that our parents are no more with us. We love each other, and towards our parents when they were there. We loved our mother at no hesitations even she was an ordinary mother, we will definitely in great lost when she was gone.

We and I the most, hoping we could travel back in time so that we could care and love her when she was alive.  Our means are better than during her time, it was not enough during her time, though she would not care. It is our hope and dreams that she could enjoy the means we are able to gather today.  As it is so said, it is only our dreams now that she has gone ever and forever.

Feels of mother days, it is repeating year after year. It is a voice, calling out loud and clear in my deepest heart “Mother, Please allow us to travel back in time, allowing us to see you once again, allowing us to live happily once more with you,  it is our desire and it is truly no matter under whatsoever circumstances and the cost it may take! We would definitely willingly to do it! Mother! Do hear us out even though; it is too late for us to act! Please do hear us out! “

Echoing in my deepest heart:-

==      TO BE WITH YOU ONCE MRE TIME      ==

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